Five Dollar Foot Long

Five Dollar Foot Long

Try to remember the moment when all the stupid innocent things you thought about life and love, all the things you thought mattered, all the things you thought were true... try to remember when they all turned out to be lies.

A lot of really intense things have been happening to me lately, it's hard to control them all. It's hard to decifer what is really going on, and what I've been making up. I have been convincing myself that I had feelings for this one girl, and when her and I hung out it was fun. Just plain wholesome fun. She has a nice smile, it's exotic. When she looks at me with her eyes, it's filled with promises and hope. They are faulty and misleading and I don't trust her. I don't have any real feelings for her and she isn't right for me either. But, she activily wants to spend time with me, and it makes me want to give her a chance. That's so strange to me. I want to spend time with a girl out of flattery, that, she thrusts upon me, by wanting to be around me. She is extremely dull and bleak. Our conversations don't go as far as I'd like them to. She is incapable of entertaining me in any other manner or then sexual or physical. But, my G*D is she entertaining sexually.

FIN.