S&M

I don't give a fuck about anyone or anything.
Fuck you!

FUCK YOU ALL!

I'm a 19ine teen year old man,
I am filled with a living lie,
consistent and ridiculous.

I take so much garbage,
my words are filled with shit,
and this shit is set on fire to burn--bright, and long.

I am disgrace,
I am a working failure.

I have nothing to show for the last 2 years of my 'college career.'
I have nothing to show for my personal training personification of a dumbbell.

I am never happy with my appearance,
to the point that I manifested a muscle dysmorphia.
I spend strange times 'working out' at a gym; that I 'actually work' in.
I have a liver failure,
I have a liver failure,
I have a fucking liver failure at 19teen years old.
All because I used creatine; a poor man's steroid.

Up to this date, I have slept with 5ive girls,
I have gotten 2wo different girls pregnant; 1ne of which was pregnant 2wice.
1ne had a miscarriage,
the other had an miscarriage and an abortion.

I have never been in love,
But, I have lied about it.

I got myself into $30hirty thousand dollars worth of debt in a month,
I have nothing to show for it;
I have a liver failure.

I laugh with a cynical and hysterical demise.
I am oblivious to the world around me.

Currently, I am seeing two girls at 1nce.

I am seeing 2wo girls at 1nce so I can gloat to my friends about it.

I think I am jealous of my older brother,
His hair has more personality than I do.
I am much better looking than him,
but, sadly...
My looks won't get me love,
I need a voice.

FUCK THAT!
I have a voice,
I need a mic.

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FIN.