White && Blue Gown.

I cried today. I Sobbed actually. In fact, To be perfectly honest; I straight up and down bawled like a fucking infant today. I don't want to lose you. I'm not ready. I have just begun to really know you, and yet, I still know nothing. I know nothing about you. I don't have enough memories with you to last me long enough with out you. I want to know more about memories you had in your life without me. I wish I could make you promise, everything will be okay, and you will me with me forever. But, that would be very becoming of me to ask you to keep such a promise. It's non realistic. (At least I think that.) If it's really true. I just want to keep living a fictional lifestyle.

I love you. I truly love you more than I will any other woman in my entire life.


Lately My life has been pregnant with nothing, but bad news. It just all kind of blew up and give birth unexpectedly today, and it hurt. It hurt a fucking lot.
Get out of your white and blue patterned gown and come home. Come the fuck back, and never leave.

Fin.