Sugar Free Disregard
It's Monday Morning. I think it may or may not be the 5th. I am not all to sure. It's a real difficult to keep track of the days. It usually is though when you are busy, although to be quite frank, the only thing busy on my end is my mind. The endless succession of nights and days...I'm emotionally, mentally, and physically tired. I need to sleep. I don't know much of anything anymore. I have school in a few hours; at the mere moment more than anything, I want to not have to go to school today. But, sadly I can't afford to miss out on school. I need it. Not even for the purpose of a career, but for the simple fact that I need it to stabilize and regulate my life.
I need a catalyst to help me get my life back on track, and obtain the right order of my priories. I am just not sure whether this catalyst is a person, a place, an object, or just an over all analyzing of my misconstrued ideals and out look on my own life.
I seem to judge my life in a much a favorable light, than I do others. I need someone there to tell me, 'PETER YOU ARE A FUCKING RETARTED! GET YO SHIT STRAIGHT FOOL!' Rather than have some one in my life saying things like, 'Orale FUCK ETTTTTTT!' (I know both those quotes are both lacking in spelling and grammar, but Orale fuck etttt.)
Fin.
2 comments:
stop being such a hard asshole on yourself.
Peter you're already a well rounded polite, sincere, articulated and interesting young man. You're going through a transition period in your life but don't let it bug you out this much. Use whatever angst you have to fuel your art or writing but don't use your word to degrade yourself or I will have to slap the shit out if you .
Really?
Really?
I was just ranting really, I just don't know how to make posts private.
Stop invading in my privacy woman.
>:[
SAKURRRRITY!
SAKURRRRRITY!
I CUTCHUUUUUUU!
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