Sunday, March 14, 2010

untitled 3.13.10

She said, 'Sorry for betraying you... I want to die.'
I said, 'I don't care. I know what you did, and now, you will not survive, without me.'
'I'm not meant for this world', she said, 'Will you take me back?'
'No.' Now, I fuckin' regret it. I want her so bad.

So I went to my friend, her name is Sam and she gave me advice that I took from her, she said, 'Forget her. Don't let her run your life.' Her wisdom surpassed her age.

But, she didn't know what we had. Yeah, love, it was love. But , I ruined it and fucked it up for the both of us and more. Oh fuck.

Just because we did it again, doesn't mean we are together again, it doesn't make you my girlfriend again... And I know, its harsh. But you did it to me so many fuckin' times and you make me want to cry; and I do. In my room, listening to tunes that we used to listen to together. To songs we swore we'd be together forever... And I know, it's you. And I turn my back and I saw something, something I never thought I'd ever see. I saw you drift out and away from me.

FIN.